Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 10:55 AM
I really hate it, when you don't even bother to look back and say bye to me, as if I'm redundant..
If you don't like it, I will quit. I also don't like it to burn my precious Saturday doing these boring stuffs. But sometimes I just got no choice!!! As a leader cannot I dun feel like then don't do. It's a commitment I have stepped into at first so I have to stick by it.
I don't think it's really enjoyable to wake up early in the morning when I could have chose tosleep in .
I really hate myself for not being able to meet your expectations! Am I making ur life miserable? If it is, tell me. You always seem so unhapp and upset with me.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 2:59 AM
That look on yourface. Makes me want to just let you go and be happier
@ 2:55 AM
Yeah, I just seriously do sucks sometimes. I can't have proper pre planning and set ppl's expectations right. I think I am a really low bf, no flowers; no romantic dinners, boring brain, no surprise element..
Sometimes I think I really should not make others life miserable. ESP those ard me. Even my own mother is so fed up by me, even though think I tried so hard. Maybe I should just disappear. Fuck myself
