Friday, August 13, 2010 @ 2:29 AM
Awoken.
Thats the word I can think of that describes how I feel recently. At the end of the day, I realise no matter how hard I try, how far I run, I still cannot run away from Him. Like, really. It will be too much of a waste to let go what I have, and not to put it to good use, which make myself looks like any other on the street.
Reflecting, I , too, have fall into the misconception of thinking Christians must be holy. And the lesson I learnt it the hard way is that, the more "unholy you are" , all the more you should gather with wise people, not the other way round, thinking you can run away from everything, but you are just running away from yourself. yes, myself.
I guess its not too late, I will pull myself up again . why? for a very simple reason. no one gives up on me, why should I give up on myself?
