Monday, July 26, 2010 @ 6:09 PM
Haha
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 12:06 AM
I really dontknow who to turn to for help.
I really dontknow.
I'm sorry Dad, I could have handled this better.
Everyone seems not to understand how I am feeling. I really feel at my wits end.
At the end of the day, what I get in return, is being shouted at. even by my most Beloved family member...
Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 1:17 AM
as i was watching mum tidying up the kitchen just now, my mind started to drift. i got reminded of last time when i was really young, how i spent my everyday with my grandfather.. every other day, i would follow him around to "collect debts". how he would drink at this particular kopitiam, and i would always bug him to let me play the pinball machine, and winning F&N canned drinks at the end of the day..
I got reminded of my two sisters. when they were still so small sized, that i could carry them around with no problem. how they would always ask to play with me, to ask me take something for them because it was too tall for them to reach for it..
i got reminded that how time flies, and how much i should treasure what i have now.. that my mum is still young, active, and not take it for granted, till when she's old or down with some serious illness then i start to regret, everything would be too late by then..
humans sometimes are complacent, its just like that. what i can tell myself is to reflect more, and do what im supposed to.
