Saturday, May 29, 2010 @ 4:56 AM
had a rough day today. rough not as in physically, but mentally.
whenever i feels this way, the song "collide" comes to my mind.. "even the best fgalls down sometimes" do some self-comfort to myself.
thank you dear for sharing my woes with me, and i love your *flying kisses"~
me : "Catch Catch! " :D
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
woo~ ended work.. hehe. got free kfc meal today! from M1 supervisors. FIRST TIME you know.. makes me think back of the start when i started off working in M1, being introduced in by the PIG of M1.. ha! anyway, i remembered the only supervisor, hm, he was quite "fierce" in that sense. even more so when on two occasion, i was like 1 hr late because it was raining when i wanted to leave for work for both times, and i didnt had a rain coat back then~
but now, he seems to be more open! joke with us, treat us eat.. haha, although sometimes his joke quite crude la~ then, not long ago, another supervisor joined, and with her around, we seems to be like kings and queens. we start to have mosquito coils prepared for us, we got bread delifrance, she invited us to her house and gave us a good treat of chilli crabs, seaweed chicken, chicken wing, kangkong, curry chicken and much more! all cooked by her!
all these totally make work so much more fun and enjoyable! and makes me look forward to working, especially when a pig works together with me also:) we work on the same days, take roff on the same days :) hahaa!!
many asks me why am i so hardworking.. well, partially its the money of course, partially was to go work so as to at least be occupied.. since after school i do not really have any activities on, why not go work and earn some quick bucks instead of staying home to get niam by your mum asking why you never work at this age.. haha. all in all, working is not that bad after all! i still remember the last time if you ask me work like thrice per week you might as well kill me, but well, mostly its thru the influence of my gf then i start to try to work regularly as she works 7 days in a row before last time you know! thinking about it makes me think of how come a girl can do it but i dread doing so? hahaha not bad ah pig can provide motivation one :D:D
somemore sometimes you get free shirts, towels, cups from M1, why not?! hahaha sounds so advertorial like im persuading you guys to start working in M1 too. lol!
while at work, i heard my female supervisor said that sometimes, we should encourage people, so as to motivate them..
when i heard that, i was like YAH! i agree to it. when you give encouragement to someone, or should i say when you purposefully tries to encourage someone, you not only:
1) make the person feels happier
2) you look at the positive traits of the person
3) you yourself will be encouraged too!
so why not, find occasions where you can give some encouragement to your mum, your youngest sister, or even your helper at home! im sure it will bring a smile to that person :D
@ 2:43 PM
these days has been good, the swell on my eyelid has gone down, back to looking good again hehe :) holidays are approaching, going to take off the triangle from my bike, and look forward to going for class 2A license and hopefully i can upgrade my bike man~
yeah was watching the shows Armageddon and titanic on Funshion! never got a chance to watch it since last time even though i remembered hearing good reviews about it. and, no regrets! both shows are good and ha! someone was tearing towards the end of both shows~~ hahahahah! thats the most entertaining part! opps.
yay one more day to holiday~~
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 5:06 PM
dont know why left eyelid got pimples grow underneath it.. wahlau.
issit bbecause of the bad dreams these days that made my eye stress and therefore caused a pinple to grow on it? *&^%$#@!
while riding tothe polyclinic today, suddenly the incident over the death of the poly girl came to my mind. i was thinking about the thoughts and comments made over her suicide. many think that she;s stupid and dumb to jump over a failed relationship, moreover if the guy is a chui guy.. i was lead to think of the reasons why she chose to die..
i thought that possible reasons is that she might have sunk into depression, and she could not handle the overwhelming pressure that she have caused upon herself. it reminds me of times when i feel so stressed up that i would feel that literally the blood in every part of my body is boiling and fist would be clenched together, having a strong urge to punch something (not somebody)
i also thought, maybe she wanted to "teach" the guy a lesson, and maybe to her, the best way is thru her death, to make the guy fee guilty for life, for not treasuring her. well that of course seems silly to us, i myself think its really a waste to jump and end your life just like that because thats not the best way to solve things, it shouldn't even be a way out in the firsst place!!
in any case, i feel that we should not take life so lightly, just like a show which i have watched not long ago, it mentioned that everything in life happens for a reason, take every bad things as a lesson learnt, treat it as a experience gained, and move on. its easier said than done, but you grow stronger from there.
as i grow older, i have came to realise why certain things happen and i came to realise it helped me to understand certain things that happened or why it worked out to be that way beacause i have once went thru it myself and therefore, i can be more understanding
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 11:51 PM
yup, the letter is here, the letter that is gg to suck $70 out from my POSB came :(
well just take it as a lesson learnt and not repeat the same thing again.
just came to term that my grandma's younger bro passed away ystd. well, i dont really know him, i dont even know my grandma got younger brothers in the first place.. three somemore! mum was telling me, out of the three bros, two passed away already. first one died of some illness at 30+ yrs old, the one who passed away ystd had a fall and died. the sad thing was when i learnt that his daughters doesnt support her. oh man, i hope i dont see his daughters! if not i sure very angry!!!! my ah ma have to pass him money when he runs out of it even when my ah ma dont really have much to play around with in the first place..
he passed away ystd, this morning his body got cremated. not even a funeral held by the daughters, i feel that its a shame that in a way we are related.. i wanted to attend his funeral until my mum say his body was already cremated..
i wonder how ah ma is feeling noww.. sigh..
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 9:58 AM
woah! feeling sore right now! haha. want to gungho lor, sleep late then have to wake up early for school. but i'm glad im on time! hehe. saw a tp in action while on the way to school just now, poor construction lorry~ haha.
while coming to school, while waiting for the lights to turn green at the cross junction at the mosque there, which took eternity, i was thinking into the near future, where i upgrade to class 2A and upgrading to a CBR, i cant help but to feel excited for it. haha suddenly i feel so attached to my current bike, its really quite nice to me, and it doesnt have any major problem, which provided a smooth ride since 1 year ago..
irritating dont know what grew under my eye lid now my left eye looks smaller to my right eye. argghh.
Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 2:38 PM
Just attended Teo's wedding.
It was really touching, never seen teo without specs before, never seen him gan cheong before, never seen him tear for someone before, never heard him sing for someone beofre. i was at the brim of tearing too=x
I think Teo is a very good role model to follow, he is very disciplined, well-mannered, and have smart brain too. He is also good at listening to people's problem, and he puts stacia before him in things that he do. like sometimes he would say he would not join us for the 4 player game to just go out with stacia..
aww, feels happy for Teo! i guess he must be very happy tofinally tie the knots! :D
