what is life?
Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 1:31 AM
Hi all!
it was my first day of school yesterday! it didn't really started out well because i was late! =( i wasn't late because i woke up late or what. i was late because i had to walked a big round to class cause the school locked all doors and we could only enter through the main entrance for temperature checking using the thermal sensor machine. the day started not very pleasant firstly because i slept for one hour before i went to school cause i have to rush for my PP. next it was because normally new class very quiet one, then the facil were saying depressing things when he could not get us talking. by the way my facil's name is call TIAN CHYE! genius you see. haha.
this was the conversation between him and the class:
class were quiet, not active.
tian chye: (asking some questions, no one replies)
class : still quiet..
tian chye: hey you know we are in this PBL environment for a reason if you guys do not want to start talking we will stay like this till the end of the day and i can grade you guys accordingly.
class: some started to giggle(me), some started smiling(cause like no need do work!).
yeah i was whispering to my friend that this old man quite depressing leh. but guess what? he is actually a humourous guy! haha, after the class started to "warm up" abit we were working and all and you can hear him joking with some of the class people and i really had a good time laughing! sometimes people can be at their form if we give them a chance to! haha.
yup, so back to the title of the day. what is life?
haha, sometimes i think to myself what is life?
i am uncertain what is the true meaning. at different phrases of life i have a different perspective. sometimes i think life is at my prime now i should enjoy to the max! sometimes i think life is mundane that i should make use of my time wisely and impactfully , like you know people like mother teresa and all.
well. i just thought that, in life, we make our own choices, decisions. while doing my PP today, the SPF had a value like being loyal, in terms of morals. so it stated something like they stay strong to their beliefs and ideals. this intrigued me to think that i always have this belief that we should not ever regret what we do. because we have a sensible mind of our own, before we do something, it went through a thinking process, and we agree to it at that point of time so i never like regret at things that i have did like for eg i spend alot money on things which are not necessary. of course that does not mean that i am trying to self-deceive that i should abandon all my emotions or what when i did something bad, but more of getting over with it and moving on.
also staying strong to your values does not mean that you cannot make any mistakes. to me, it means that whether after making the same mistake, do you :
1)give up and continue with your mistake?
2)move on and try your damn best to not do it again?
to me i will take the second way out.
i think as humans, we should have a own set of values, that we hold close to, that we inculcate since young. you never know how important it is to start young sometimes, some things you only see it when the time has come.
for now, right now, i think life for me is to faster chiong finish my PP!! haha and to show loads of L-O-V-E to my mum,dad,sisters,grandparents! to not compromise my values in life.
haha, i'm not emo-ing =)
