the relapse
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 1:33 AM
time now : 1.34am
current status : unable to sleep
its 1.34am now. i switched off my com 40 mins ago in an attempt to go sleep so that i can wake up for school tmrw. yet halfway through, the relapse came .
i cannot remember since how many years back then, this relapse starts to come. the relapse that is always filled with the heavy burden on my heart, my family.
every individual : mum, dad, grandma, grandfather, grandparents in HongKong, my two younger sisters.
this is the only soft spot of my heart, whenever i think back of the memories with these loved ones, tears will just stream down unstoppably. i still remember the small prayer i made long time ago, to keep all of them safe, give them good and long health.
despite the flaws they each have, i still love them loads. the memories with everyone of them is always etched in my mind, memories of love from them.
God please hear my prayer one more time. to mend this broken relationship in my family, nevertheless, to help me to love them in whatever ways i could, and to treasure them dearly.
