hi all! the day has arrived! and i passed my TP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after a longggggggggggggggggggggg anticipation since 15th feb and all the work and saving up!!!!!!!!!!!!1
the whole journey has been good and i have seen how much my thinking has changed from the SBS days to the no SBS days. lol.
TP was the scary one. the night before was so nervous that i cant sleep, even after i woke up, i felt like i didnt sleep cause even in my dream i dreamt of bike. i even woke up earlier than intended.
being the 91st guy, i have to wait a long while for my turn, watching ppl going through the circuit courses just made my heart pump faster.
thanks to the "intensive" training i had one day b4 made me slightly more confident though, and the whole thing ended just too fast. in the room, all were so anxious and were anticipating for the tp officer to come in to announce the results. sad were the ppl whose number were called meaning they failed and had to "YMCA" (You Maay Come Again).
the rest were left in the room, occasionally they will come in to call the numbers. the guy beside me and i were so nervous, that it felt like we cannot breathe. but the relief came after they started to show videos on accidents. hohohohoh. happy like D.. arh. hahaha
we were even made to recite a pledge, i can only remember the last line where it goes: "we promise to be a safe rider and blah blah blah one... " like SG pledge like that. lol.
after that went to collect the paper which allows you to drive! ride i mean. haha. so happy. first thing were to go down and settle all the insur and stuffs. created a BIG hole in pocket. really big one. wanted pay by installment by cannot find guarantor =(
the night was going to pick jk and went to town to did some ROUNDings. and i really mean R-O-U-N-D-ings because we made alot of rounds at suntec/bugis area while figuring our way to town. even had to pump full tank for that.
afterwhich was a super super good night for me why i guess the "load" were off my mind and i was able to have a really peaceful and nice sleep after all the insomnia since the day i start to anticipate for the day.
today went school and went out the correct exit therefore didnt made ROUNDings around woodland area which i did yesterday ending all the way up seletar camp and made a U-turn all the way back. spent abt half an hr looking for RP.
after school went to town with fat where the bad thing happened. unexpectedly, the full tank which i pumped was very much wasted i guess when i rounded my way around looking for the right way, and while on CTE today, my bike died suddenly.
i knew it was coming when i felt no petrol feeding and my bike slowed down and stopped in the middle of CTE, centre lane. thankfully the drivers very nice never horn me think they saw my P-plate. i managed to push the bike to the road shoulder and this time, i used reserve tank and went out of the way to look for SHELL.
i tell you this time was more zai after the previous time when the same thing happened to me and i asked around for solution because my fuel meter was spoilt and i didnt know when to go pump and so, it was difficult to gauge the level of petrol left even after opening up the tank cap.
phew, reserve tank last me thru till SHELL. and off we go to try to locate the way back to town. haha. actually one good thing about bike despite all the cons about is when you see carpark stating FULL, and all the cars queuing all the way to outside the entrance and when you can just pass by them and slot in and park w/o paying a single cent the feel quite nice ler. lol
yeah very tired right now because really need a good and long rest right now and wait for my license card to come then my classmate cannot show off to me liaozzzzzzz.
hols now, time to work and save again...........................................
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 6:28 PM
clavis : have a elder sis and elder bro. joey : have a elder bro and younger sis smarties: have two younger sisters
hmm, sometimes i feel that what i have in my "plate" is quite difficult for me to manage. when i say manage, i mean to do it well.
camps, tests, sister's studies, friends, personal commitment. maybe NS will be a good break from all.
@ 4:45 PM
will there ever be one day where NS-men would be able to have hair after they enrol in? =(
@ 2:42 AM
nervous or what?
i still remember the last time when i talked to a friend of mine, if i'm not wrong, it was weijie, at a certain location, we were having a casual talk when he was talking to me about his insomnia. i told him i have never experienced it till now. these days i would lie on my bed and my mind will just run on its own. even though physically i'm tired, i just can't seems to fall asleep.
i think all these started ever since 2 weeks before my 18th birthday. when i start to get excited over something and keep thinking about it, causing the inability to fall asleep =(
these past days, or even weeks. i guess it just passed without any significance. maybe i'm just too distracted by something that just caught my mind .
i was watching discovery channel. a show named lockdown. talking about prisoners in the western countries, where they talked about how certain prisoners are being stereotyped like child abuser, and also how they feel about fellow prisoners.
this guy, a sex offender, spoke his feeling that he felt that other prisoners were unpredictable. that is, they could just somehow from somewhere, and somewhat just cause hurt on you. meaning there is this certain lack of trust between everyone, no such thing as friend friend.
this make me wonder about life, i have encounter instances where i feel people are unpredictable and so is life. towards some people, i really don't have that kind of 100% trust in them ever because of a certain occurrence.
and that sometimes make me feel that in life there is not much people to place trust in , and i mean 100% trust that kind.
well. life is like a flower. haha. weird theology.
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 11:11 AM
i so look forward to the the new IR. they are planning to import whale shark. can you imagine. talk about fighting to have the "first" in everything. =)
some things just happen like that
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 2:47 AM
hey! remember the accident i talked abt the other time? actually jie and i took down the plate number want go play 4D. cause nvr play b4.
today first prize number is 8634. the car plate was 8364.
wow. we two were shocked. we were that close to winning ler. imagine what we can do with 5k each. hmm...
but well just buy for the fun ler. after what happened today, i guess, patience is a virtue after all.
Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
last night, i actually had a somewhat "sweet" dream. because it felt sweet when i woke up. i actually dreamt that mum gave birth to a younger brother to us. in the dream, my first reaction was: wah, age gap is 18years apart man!
hmm somehow i felt its good that its a dream afterall! i communicated this dream to both my sisters, they commented that actually that will be a good idea. but i immediately told them that coming to think of it it wont be good, because our expense money will all have to reduce! then both of them agreed with me nodding their head. haha.
and whats up with the hardworking Wilson uncles and aunties, getting the first summon in life felt weird. told kai and jie i dont know whether to feel happy or what. but from far when i saw a white slip of paper slotted onto the seat , my first instinct was ho seh liaoz. haha. but well, it wasnt as ex as i thought though which is good. oh, and that reminds me now to go and put a new coupon.
the funny video
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 12:19 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
Just came home from stingray with si dang.
We were feeding on two sumptuous stingray and upon finishing it, we witnessed a accident. And i saw this whole thing right in front of my eyes. This van driver driving a SBS van hit a lady crossing the pedestrain crossing on a bicycle.
The moment this thing happened before my eyes, i was quite stunned, cause its like errr, (wow is not the word to use..) like trauma thingy like that.
Next thing was all of the eyes were pointed towards that lady, should be around 30 years old in red shirt. I doubt the impact was big though because she was still conscious, in fact, the driver who came down from the car looks more traumatised than her!
His face was really shaggggg to the max, because i think this accident quite serious as in, he did not slow down to look out for pedestrain and just hit somemore this will cause his license to be revoked and for all you know he might be the sole breadwinner and likely he will lose his job to drive since his license is likely to be revoked.
The most unexpected thing was a police car was nearby and turned towards the accident scene immediately, like barely 10 secs after the whole thing happened in that flash of an eye.
Somehow my heart goes out to that driver though he is really in the wrong. Ironically , the lady is still conscious, at one point she even sat up to pick up her glasses. I guess its just some minor injuries on her. But for the driver, i cannot imagine what the future will be like for him already.
at the end of the day, just drive safely only
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 12:55 AM
BRAUN BUFFEL. i believe many of you should have heard of this brand before the logo is no stranger to you but guess what?
i was at Isetan with miss tan. the one who is teaching a little girl tuition somemore. i was looking at a wallet that has the braun buffel logo on it. then was looking at the price. then this miss tan, as she glance at the wallet, she asked:
miss tan : eh how come got the D-O-G on it one? me: HUH? (thought didn't hear clearly, trying to shake off the thought that i hear wrong) me: dog? miss tan : YAH
wah lau i tell you. that instance i feeel like go bang wall. haha. it was hilarious, a famous brand, she thought it was a dog logo. oh man, eh jw, you still living in the hush puppies era eh??
yeah i bought mother day gift liao. feels very satisfied. really hope my mum will like it. its a bracelet, i in a sense got the salesperson to customise it, the chain, the pendant, and the hook. all i choose the nice nice one then combine together into one. =)
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 @ 1:15 PM
i really look like some ah beng meh?
every class i go to they all tell me the first impression of me is ah beng. lol. my face is just born like that ler -_-
Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 1:02 PM
everyone has differing opinions, differing sets of mind. if the end of day is drawing, wont it be a pity to not do something that you like?
so why care sometimes?
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 4:19 PM
Humility.
its not about portraying yourself lower than others, its about esteeming others better than yourself.