sad =(
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 3:15 AM
hi. hmm, glad that i had a good rest today! had a long sleep till 2pm due to no parade but was awoken at 1030am due to stomachache.
had to go to the loo to clear my tummy b4 i went back to sleep. past 3 days i have been visiting the loo to clear my tummy due to sudden "visit" of diarrhea. that's bad because i have to bear with the pain sometimes till i get home if not if i visit a clean enough toilet to output then i will do it.
come to think of it so far only the toilets at esplanade, airport, and RP passed my standard. i know i'm fussy but well, last time i only do it at home. it was till one time i had no choice but to do it out then i started to use the toilets beside the one at my house but provided they pass my standard after much inspection .
okay i dont know why i started saying all these but well. today i were given a choice. to either attend church, or visit my friend's house for cny. i thank God that He honoured me by giving me a experience with Him today, which was something that i needed then.
i'm so glad my wait is going to be over soon. in 22 more days. but still there are much worries ahead of my planning but i thank God for the prayers He has answered so far.
i also want to thank God for my cell. we definitely had a good dinner at Big Splash today. the food were good . hee =)
today Ruth approached me and asked me a qn. whether i prefer Red or Blue. i thought it was a casual qn, so i said i prefer Red. then she replied me in a very smoothly :" alright you will be in charge of the logistics for the upcoming youth camp". at that point of time i was confused. firstly because the qn came up too abruptly. secondly i always see handling logistics as a tedious job.
i said okay to her, but for the next 2 mins, i comtemplated on the spot for a moment, and i could't help but to approach her and ask whether do i have a choice due to the reason i felt that its a tedious job. but at then when i asked her, suddenly my mind seems to ans my own qn and i agreed in the end with much assurance. then, i felt that God is telling me that being the person in charge of log is a new challenge, and also, a humbling job because many sees it as the "sai kung" job. i feel that i have to learn to do these jobs, not saying its a lousy/bad job, but rather i feel that a leader cannot be in the lime light all the time , but a greater leader is one who is willing to humble himself and God honours those like that.
i'm thankful for today =)
P.S : pls pray for my tummy.
