chanting
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 12:53 AM
hey there, poor me i must say.
these few days, i have been bombarded with chanting over the phone by a pig. yah someone studying for exam, then have to drag me in when i'm having hols by listening to her reading the note aloud to herself.
yeah, and also with all the snackings, and all the song singing, and all the weird weird songs which i never hear b4. aha. maybe overstressed then compose new songs .
this is a tip for song composers out there, if you want new ideas for song lyrics, stress yourself up!
blog reading.
Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 11:12 PM
Why do we always have alot to blog in mind, and type out so little? Isit because what we said might in-directly offend others in one way or another. So we rather kept it to ourself? Hmmm.
Good question asked Mr.How
("koped" from jie's blog)
haha. interesting post by jie. yeah, same sentiments exactly. i dont think we are the only one who are facing this prob of wanting to post abt certain feelings , etc but sometimes we just take it back and not blog it out because somehow we feel that it may cause some uproars in one way or another.
i guess that's why some ppl set their blog to private, allowing trusted friends to read only. so come to think of it, a blog for me is a tool to let those who do not hang around with me often to let them know more about me and the happenings, but maybe not the WHOLE ranting where everything would be in details. and i really mean details.. haha.
yeah and jie, i know who is the person you referring to at the last line of your post ^^ somehow should not be wrong yeah.
=)
P.S: today i saw a human hopping like a rabbit home!
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 12:32 AM
FIGURE 5
BASIC COMMUNICATION MODEL
hello guys!
hmm, i have been thinking about this model above today. this is a communication model, something which i learnt of its existence when i was in RP.
basically this model shows you what happens when two person communicate with each other.
the source, and the respondant, each has a circle around it. the circle individually represents the unique and personalized concept of one's thoughts, thinking, interpretation, and character.
while the oval in the centre makes up the shared space between the two person involved. that is the space which is shared by the two, where what i feel "gives and takes" are given.
that means both are able to share their views, thoughts, opinions in a "atmosphere" where things said can be biased at times because its a sharing of each thinking and opinion mah.
but of course, at any time when either one talks, and tries to invade the others individual space, this is where i feel is not really right bah.
haha. why am i saying all these? because i find that sometimes, when people talk to me, i feel overwelmed . that sometimes even to the extent where they try to "psycho" me, which means they try to burst the space that belongs to me and surround me with their thoughts.
ha. dont know leh. certain point of time, i feel that by right, its not right to do so. the result would be that the person would not feel respected and yeah. how we should go abt it is to try to put it in a good way, convincing so that it does not invade the individual reality one have on their own.
actually that also applies to me too sometimes i also try to psycho people . i have to take note of it too! so lets take note together and be responsible communicators! haha lol.
Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 1:22 PM
hello to all.
hmm, i just went across one of my friend's blog. i'm surprised at what he posted.
he has always given me an impression that he's those who cannot be counted on, he's someone who does not value promises, he's someone that is irresponsible.
hoho, but to my surprise i was quite surprised by what he shared in his blog. i started to ponder about it. like there's a nice side to everyone, that he mentioned that he valued the quality time spent with family etc..
and that reminded me of my home. recently a few things are not working well at home. for eg some of the things we use at home are spoilt. and there goes the money topic againnn. ahh . past few days i'm home too, still waiting for job to call me because i have already sent out the mails. at least 4-5.
God please give me a bigger heart for people.
old school pic. haha
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
heyhey. hmm. firstly i want to thank those who prayed. my visits to the loo stopped after 6 days, when i decided to go to the doc on the 7th day . that's good news, because i can have good time sleeping without getting awoken by this thing.
today was kind of a special day . went to the fishmarket at ps with tan. hoho, i guess after that meal i will abstain from fish for the next one month. hmm, i feel that the food is average bah, a lil disappointing because i checked out a few reviews they said certain food were supposed to be good. but aha, i guess its the time spent together, and also the show of me trying to marathon finish the huge portion of fish that i have.
haha, the conclusion at the end of the day was : we are super bloated!(as i blog , tan is telling me on msn that she hungry now!) ------------> HOW FAT A PERSON CAN GET
why the visit to a slightly more ex place to eat? because Vday is coming, and we planned to have a feel of it earlier! haha, rather than on the day itself where the places will have long queues, or many others looking which will spoil the whole ambience. well that's not exactly the reason but tan has to MUG for her exam.
and here i am having hols but not working yet! that's bad i'm behind time for three days already , plus the amt spent today would have meant 4 days behind time! but no worries , have sent out 3 mails to enquire about job liao. hope to see good news tmrw when i open my mailbox.
the trip to town today was good! because it felt new as i stayed at home or rather, didnt go out for the past 2 weeks. not even to town. because i have to save,save, and what else? S-A-V-E.
oh yeah, i forgot to mention this previously . two nights ago, i dreamt of my si dang. haha. the funny thing was, he was being chased by a dog, and apparently i was a "spectator" in the dream and could not do much even when the dog attacked his PTE part. (sorry si dang but this was the highlight of the dream. opps)
yeah i tried to run so that the dog may divert and chase after me. but sad to say, thedog was only interested in him.haha . funny dream .
Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 3:52 PM
once again, my day was started with a visit to the loo, again.
now my leg feels wobbly already. arggh. wonder when will this stop.
just pray that when i start work it will not "visit" me again.
coming to think of it, there are quite a few things on hand i have not done yet.
firstly is to write the letters for my parents.
next is the planning for zonal bonding.
also sec 1s bonding for BB
cell bonding
hmm. really hope for the days to pass by fast.
@ 12:30 AM
oh man. i really hope i'm not slimming down. i'm already so skinny liao. but with the attack of constant diarrhoea everyday. i dont know what to do too!
all the food i eat seems to just deposit at my tummy area, but not evenly spread out to my other parts of the body . arrggh. seriously what is the thing that i ate wrongly eh. cannot be diahorrea like at least 10 times still not out totally yet . = (
sad =(
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 3:15 AM
hi. hmm, glad that i had a good rest today! had a long sleep till 2pm due to no parade but was awoken at 1030am due to stomachache.
had to go to the loo to clear my tummy b4 i went back to sleep. past 3 days i have been visiting the loo to clear my tummy due to sudden "visit" of diarrhea. that's bad because i have to bear with the pain sometimes till i get home if not if i visit a clean enough toilet to output then i will do it.
come to think of it so far only the toilets at esplanade, airport, and RP passed my standard. i know i'm fussy but well, last time i only do it at home. it was till one time i had no choice but to do it out then i started to use the toilets beside the one at my house but provided they pass my standard after much inspection .
okay i dont know why i started saying all these but well. today i were given a choice. to either attend church, or visit my friend's house for cny. i thank God that He honoured me by giving me a experience with Him today, which was something that i needed then.
i'm so glad my wait is going to be over soon. in 22 more days. but still there are much worries ahead of my planning but i thank God for the prayers He has answered so far.
i also want to thank God for my cell. we definitely had a good dinner at Big Splash today. the food were good . hee =)
today Ruth approached me and asked me a qn. whether i prefer Red or Blue. i thought it was a casual qn, so i said i prefer Red. then she replied me in a very smoothly :" alright you will be in charge of the logistics for the upcoming youth camp". at that point of time i was confused. firstly because the qn came up too abruptly. secondly i always see handling logistics as a tedious job.
i said okay to her, but for the next 2 mins, i comtemplated on the spot for a moment, and i could't help but to approach her and ask whether do i have a choice due to the reason i felt that its a tedious job. but at then when i asked her, suddenly my mind seems to ans my own qn and i agreed in the end with much assurance. then, i felt that God is telling me that being the person in charge of log is a new challenge, and also, a humbling job because many sees it as the "sai kung" job. i feel that i have to learn to do these jobs, not saying its a lousy/bad job, but rather i feel that a leader cannot be in the lime light all the time , but a greater leader is one who is willing to humble himself and God honours those like that.
i'm thankful for today =)
P.S : pls pray for my tummy.
Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 12:14 AM
poor grandma. always getting all the unnecessary scoldings for being kind.
really pray that God will help her to be appreciated at this age, and not getting all the bad things here and there, which one day i think if i really see no down go (translated from chinese), i will really go and talk to my mother and whoever do all these unrespectful things.
living in a blissful environment but not aware of it. this is the line i have grown up with, everytime when my mum nags, this line blends in nicely as well.
well, the world is a place where give and take are allowed. just let it be for now.
old school pic. haha