Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 3:04 PM
just back from house visit. yeah, and i realised that all along, my family members are all the noisy ppl. or maybe this only happen during cny where everyone are supposed to be rar-rar happy happy type.
i went to take a look at my grandfather's room today. somehow, it brought back some memories back to when i was much younger, that i would enjoy fiddling with his things on the table, and usually whatever that i'm interested in he would give it to me or let me play with it for a while at least. i also saw my kindergarten graduation photo on his table.
this year is just like any other year, the women would gossip and gossip, and you will hear them very noisy, all talk very loudly, as if they are having the loudest voice competition.
wasnt really quite happy though when on the way home. were in my cousin's car. mum were talking with cousin over some marriage matter. then they mentioned abt having childrens . then as always, mum always , and i mean it, its always, bias against dad one. i dont know why but it just really make me feel really unhappy. she sometimes would say its a burden to have children, what no freedom, what children grow up only make them angry. she always remember the bad things ppl does and the good things she does .
i just dont like it when they talk to grandma with the super unrespectful attitude, saying her crazy, old or whatever. i wonder how come sometimes they still have the cheek to ask we, to be respectful to them. its all passed down from the top.
well i guess the world is like that, full of all the gossip, all the political stuffs around. all around. fullstop.
i really wonder how Jesus felt when He sees all these sometimes. its like 100000000000000000000000000times more than what i'm feeling.
