Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 11:12 PM
recently, i was thinking about certain stuffs that i want to do, for eg, colouring of hair.
and that reminded me of my si dang. i remember a question that he asks me once in a while is, whether i regret going back to BB. like so many things cannot do, cannot colour hair, then cannot this and that one. he always tell me that there's alot of restrictions and i know jie is that kind who dont like to be "binded" by restrictions.
haha, actually a lot of times, i do feel binded too, by all these things which are around. haa. that's bad, wellwellwell
Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 3:04 PM
just back from house visit. yeah, and i realised that all along, my family members are all the noisy ppl. or maybe this only happen during cny where everyone are supposed to be rar-rar happy happy type.
i went to take a look at my grandfather's room today. somehow, it brought back some memories back to when i was much younger, that i would enjoy fiddling with his things on the table, and usually whatever that i'm interested in he would give it to me or let me play with it for a while at least. i also saw my kindergarten graduation photo on his table.
this year is just like any other year, the women would gossip and gossip, and you will hear them very noisy, all talk very loudly, as if they are having the loudest voice competition.
wasnt really quite happy though when on the way home. were in my cousin's car. mum were talking with cousin over some marriage matter. then they mentioned abt having childrens . then as always, mum always , and i mean it, its always, bias against dad one. i dont know why but it just really make me feel really unhappy. she sometimes would say its a burden to have children, what no freedom, what children grow up only make them angry. she always remember the bad things ppl does and the good things she does .
i just dont like it when they talk to grandma with the super unrespectful attitude, saying her crazy, old or whatever. i wonder how come sometimes they still have the cheek to ask we, to be respectful to them. its all passed down from the top.
well i guess the world is like that, full of all the gossip, all the political stuffs around. all around. fullstop.
i really wonder how Jesus felt when He sees all these sometimes. its like 100000000000000000000000000times more than what i'm feeling.
@ 12:49 AM
happy chinese new year guys!
this new year i dont ask for anything much, just more quality in my angbaos than quantity!!!!
because economy not good arh, so quality may not be good compared to last year =)
sorry man but i'm quite hard up for money. =(
but after this month, everything nice nice liao! ^^
just ended work not long ago; i'm working at clarke quay central . with my mum. yeah its not any different compared to what i previously work, except that its different location as i worked in VIVO last year.
my leg now quite "suan" . haha. cause i stood and walked for the whole night. and now i'm enjoying the pineapple goodie! the one that you only get to eat during chinese new year! haha. its really nice because it has been at my house for like 1 week. but only now then i get to eat cause mum is afraid that it will be gone even before cny come! haha
the crust is really nice! milky milky taste =)
really hope this month pass by fast!
Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 2:48 PM
hello! yeah, so fast, my hols are here. looking back, i felt as if yesterday were my first day in school for 2nd sem.
this sem, is really a whole lot different from my previous sem. like i said, i dont have a clique in class one, so i just flow along with which team of ppl i'm with each day. but of course we do go for lunch as a group lah.
but of course there are two-three ppl whom i'm closer with, but not the those extent where you can talk heart to heart kind. and as i look back, i realise i only have one photo of like only half the class. but last sem i got a few folders of it!
look up in this pic, it may be just half the class, but all the diversity of people in my class are mostly here.
this was taken at the very early stage where we ate lunch together dont know the second of third time when we first got together.
anyway, there are alot more new classes to come, more people to know =)
Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 2:24 PM
hello. it has been long since i blogged, somehow the thought of blogging doesnt comes to my mind, therefore i didnt blog.
anyway, today is the last day of school. i'm very glad! next is followed by my 10 weeks of school hols! i have planned out what to do with this 10 weeks. for the month of feb, its gonna be work month. i'm going to work every weekdays till march.
but thankfully to God, i'm only required to work half day period for the whole of cny, and i'm blessed with good pay, plus just nice my classmate pop up a job intro which will work from 8am-6pm.
that's really good because i will be able to hit my targeted savings without having to worry anymore or to have the thought to slog my buttt off. =(
of course after my work i will be free so i can still go out with friends, or bfp, or family!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 12:07 AM
today is the day where everyone gets back their results.
its also the "questioning" day for me.
where many come and approach me, and ask me about rp
haha, thinking about it, is it all those who get bad results will think of RP first?
perhaps huh. maybe this school is still not established yet, its new, and whatever reasons you can name it.
but does it mean that its "bad" in a sense?
i dont know but sometimes i get quite put off/angry when ppl seemingly look down on my school
sometimes they say that its slack lah, and also what formed their impression is gathered from what they hear around
i dont know what kind of impression they have against my school but well, its a school, its a poly, and if you really trust that everything is planned by God, then why the "stereotype" against rp.
actually have been pushing these thoughts away but it keeps coming back when the same ppl time and again have that kind over me
Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 2:58 PM
Praise be to God!
Thanks to Him, i've got such results! its really amazing!
i could not believed my own eyes! that i F5 the page dont know how many times!
this result doesnt only make me happy, its also a faith booster from God! =)
Thank God for answering prayers.
also happy for sidang that he got such good results! =)
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
@ 12:02 AM
hi! Left 4 Dead is the new fun!
ha, its really so interesting to play together in a team with your friends and try to fight the running zombies, witch, hunter, and the tank!
and sad to say, viroy,chengwee,george and i always cant finish the hospital stage! haha always get owned in that map.
guess we need to build some teamwork b4 we challenge that map again!
and yeah, i got a new bag. from FourSkin. haha
andy teo commented that the brand is obscene. so i went to did something to my bag to make it look more "decent" in a sense to say. but actually i didnt know what does FourSkin stand for. it was supposed to rthym with a body part. but anyway, i managed to do a small fix to the bag.
two more weeks to hols. look forward to work with mummy. that's when i get to spend alot of time with mum and talk to her everyday for lunch. and i've never shopped at clarke quay central b4 so this will be a good opportunity.
trying to make this week packed again so that it will feel that the week ends fast. and now i kind of look forward to school because i get to team with jj and kintoh for almost everyday! and break out could never be more fun when Left 4 Dead is installed on your laptop! hohoh.
and really want to thank God for creating human with great wisdom. that itouch were created. to help me pass time faster on bus/train rides with solitaire which keeps me busy and of course the nice music! ; )
thank God for friends who came to my house to "swim" today . i believe we were glad to see each other, to spend time swimming.
monday - the wave with bfp
tuesday - the meetup with Boys for recruitment briefing/discussion
wednesday - the run (after one month) with teo/andy and maybe some more ppl!
thursday - NIL (maybe i should meet up with azizi on this day!)
friday - NIL (anyway fri last day of week should be quite happy even without any progs!)
yeahyeahyeah. happy chinese new year soon! nice food, ang bao, "swimming", cards. ... . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 12:55 AM
today is joey's birthday, got her a pencil case and a new pen plus pencil.
tmrw is si dang's birthday. today went to celebrate it with him.
his sis was very nice to plan a surprise for him. but felt a bit sad that he got raped and got dumped in the sea. i thought if it was me i would be quite angry being left quite bare.
the food was nice, the cake were good cause it was a choco cake. haha. and i kind of look forward to my birthday. because apparently jie said 18th birthday and 21st birthday should be quite happening one i also dont know why.
hmm, really pray for God to intervene in my family's relationship. its going through quite a bad patch esp for my mum i guess. my dad too. i'm in quite a difficult state too. i really dont know how to explain it here but yeah. i have talked to my dad and mum individually. just need to talk to mum again. apparently the prob lies with her.
i really cannot do it on my own.and i want to pray that this will be a special and meaningful experience, lesson for the family to go through, and grow through it.
Amen.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
hi all.
today, went to watch show with andy,joe,kev,eugene,karjun, and joshua.
IP MAN is a great show! to me = )
the whole time i was captivated by the screen, at all the actions, combos, with all the effects from the punching and the impacts. W-O-W! =) great show to catch for ppl like me. i like action movies!
it has been long since i last caught a nice movie like that!
this was totally unplanned but the three of us wore the same design of shirt! haha. and all originated from the infamous F.O.S ; )
and on my hand is the packet of LAYS which karjun cannot finish . haha. thank God for funny/great/outgoing officers in the BB!
back to school again
Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 12:23 PM
hello. i'm back to school once again.
yesterday i was thinking, that there might be drastic changes in fashion in my classmates.
but the first sight that greets me were the same old faces, fashion.
but okay lor, today while walking to school i felt quite different. haha, maybe 3 weeks didnt go school, so i felt different, not so much of the routine feel.
actually i got quite a few things on mind to blog, but, at this point of time i still cannot recall what i wanted to blog about, and that's bad.
i'm trying to fill my time after school for this 3 weeks full, so that hols will feels as if it comes faster. i have decided to work, but not yet found one. hopefully i can find one that i do not need to work on weekends, yet the pay can still be good =)
cny is coming soon, dontknow whether to look forward to it, as dad and mum's relation still not good leh. maybe this thurs will talk to mum more about it when i go out with her after school.
oh yah, last sat after service went dinner with a group of fun people. ppl like randy,andyquek, teo, joe, uncle kk and a few of my cell members. andy quek and randy were really funny, they just joke here and there. uncle kk too. haha . i really enjoy the time spent to know the people in church better, just like i enjoyed being in the camp comm for youth camp, gettng to know many others better!
looking forward to this thurs to go out with mum. =)
Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 10:03 PM
hello people. i'm back from HK! it has been a different 6days 5nights of my life...
on the 25th, i didnt sleep, spent my night packing, then walked to church with my luggage and bag in full-u.
it was quite weird to walk in full u in the middle of the night but well.. i remembered i was having a flu then, and wasnt in my top form of health =(
our plane got delayed for two hours due to some reasons, i was sleeping in the plane as soon as i got on it. how i know it got delayed because i remember sleeping and waking up two hours later, to see myself still at changi airport. i slept throughout and it was good sleep even though i had flu still
when we arrived at HK airport, it was chilling. i remember changing into my casual clothings in the toilett where i sneezed for at least 7times! and there my grandparents were waiting for me, for like 3 hours, due to the delay.
from the 26th-28th, i stayed with my grandparents, then the rest of the trip i stayed in the hotel with the Boys.
it was good time spent talking, spending time with my grandparents. i get to know their thoughts for now better, and get to hear some interesting stuffs which happened last time like how well my dad treat my mum last time.
i got to see my aunt, and my granduncle too over there where we talked over dim sum . i also learnt to drink tea, something which i didnt like last time. but i just drank it because i think it was too cold there and your body will take whatever that is warm. ha.
now as i type my nose if stuck and my ulcer hurts =( ha
yah i also experienced the love my grandma had for me, and i enjoy the home-cooked dinner with them. and also got to sleep in a chilled temperature where she stayed halfway up the peak of the hill.
there my grandma also shared with me her thoughts where she hope i will be able to "migrate" to HK, to stay, to be with her more. yeah. then i didnt know what to say but to just nod my head to show that i'm listening.
next were the rest of the days where i joined the Boys to Disneyland and Ocean park . and my bunk mate for the hotel were jovi soh! my future PD IC. dont underestimate him even if he's small in size, he's big in the mind! below are some pictures of him.
see! 人小鬼大.
national flower of HK
haha, i really enjoy spending time with this small guy, he's cute and full of imagination.
yeah next on we went to disneyland, though my second time there, i realise there are many things which i have never explored. like the animation show which were cool with all the effects. the rides, which we took more than 7 times, the rollar coaster in total darkness, something like the panasonic in escape theme park.
ocean park were good. a few rides which were my first, like the drop, err, the loop rollar coaster. all were fun especially when you do it with different people! what i love most were the gigantic fishes which we saw! omg chengwee and i were like admiring the fishes. it was really huge in size, in different faces and shapes too! its a definitely must see thingy. the rays, sharks.. wow. amazing.
one thing i enjoyed most were the cheap shopping at ladies street. we went there twice, bought shirts, shoes, watches, belts, all at CHEAP prices. =))
yeah these were the few things we did there. something i like about HK is the cooling weather there, and the hospitability of the people there too! i enjoyed the trip, i enjoy the stay at the hotel with Mr Soh too .
will upload more photos when i get it.
look up in this pic, it may be just half the class, but all the diversity of people in my class are mostly here.
this was totally unplanned but the three of us wore the same design of shirt! haha. and all originated from the infamous F.O.S ; )
see! 人小鬼大.
national flower of HK