long long ago HK trip.
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 4:04 PM
hi readers! i borrowed my mummy's camera, then i saw these old photos that we took back then. we went to HK as usual, together with my dad, my cousin.
the girl on the left is my cousin. btw i only got three cousins. all female. all older than me. the second one is my younger sis, joey. next to her is clavis, the youngest one. followed by my youthful looking mummy.
they are my sisters. hmm. when i looked back at these pictures. i dont know why i just feel this special bond between my sisters and i. maybe its because we are related by blood that's why?
i thought to myself is this what you called love? love for your sisters, for your family. i dont use the word love very often. seldom for my family even.
then i thought to myself, a lot of times i try to reach out to others, my BB Boys, people around me, why have i never tried very hard to reach out to my sisters?
but i think, i am doing that more compared to last time. i am closer to my sisters, but i think there are more that i can do to reach out to them
i have always felt very burdened for my family. i dont know why, sometimes in the middle of the night i would just think about them, think about their goodness towards me, think about the times we had together when i was still very young back then.
uncontrollably, i would just start to weep. i would feel such a burden for them, to bring them to know God. because i really love them very much. they have helped me in my journey to growing up, and for the past 17 years we have been a family. and i really enjoyed the days back then when i had that close and intimate relationship with them. but not now anyway as they may feel distanced from me as i have grown up.
even then i still make the effort to be home when they come and visit my family.that's the least i could do.
this is the ocean park. the roller coaster not scary. but quite fun. this view was taken from the top when we were in this slowly moving err, machine. haha., and u can walk around and check out the great view from the top!
that man on my left is my dad! i know i look very tanned but that's not the main point. the reason why i put this photo is because even though i dont look good, i think my dad looks the best here among all the other photos. i remembered last time when i showed someone the pictures, he said that the shirt my dad wore was not very "in" in that sense. but i felt that my dad looked great because it was the few times you see him in a polo shirt. in fact i dont really see him in smart casual. he's always wearing the long sleeve formal. this is also the one he looked into the cam, and tried to smile i presume?
my dad has the genes of his mum. he always talk to me about those what you guys termed as "人生大道理". but i think he's one guy who can put up with my mum really well. he's someone whom i learnt from, in terms of handling my mummy. and also his way of talking, laughing. i find that some actions that i do is very similar to him!
well like father like son. i remember how others always say my dad and i look super alike. to the extent that my mummy said we just looked like the reflections of each other in the mirror.
well. i thank God for my family. for my mum, dad, grandparents, sisters.
end of year our BB coy is going to HK. to these few places. i think it would really be fun for those who never went there b4. i think for me, it would be a experience to fellowship with the Boys if i'm able to go.
yup. that's all for the day.
hi readers! i borrowed my mummy's camera, then i saw these old photos that we took back then. we went to HK as usual, together with my dad, my cousin.
the girl on the left is my cousin. btw i only got three cousins. all female. all older than me. the second one is my younger sis, joey. next to her is clavis, the youngest one. followed by my youthful looking mummy.
they are my sisters. hmm. when i looked back at these pictures. i dont know why i just feel this special bond between my sisters and i. maybe its because we are related by blood that's why?
this is the ocean park. the roller coaster not scary. but quite fun. this view was taken from the top when we were in this slowly moving err, machine. haha., and u can walk around and check out the great view from the top!
that man on my left is my dad! i know i look very tanned but that's not the main point. the reason why i put this photo is because even though i dont look good, i think my dad looks the best here among all the other photos. i remembered last time when i showed someone the pictures, he said that the shirt my dad wore was not very "in" in that sense. but i felt that my dad looked great because it was the few times you see him in a polo shirt. in fact i dont really see him in smart casual. he's always wearing the long sleeve formal. this is also the one he looked into the cam, and tried to smile i presume?