Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 1:25 AM
i pray that God will help me start out well in school on monday ! to go with a different perspective! =)
Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 1:44 AM
hey guys!
today is a good day! i went out with J-O-V-A-N. actually he is jianting, but he wants me call him jovan
anyway, i woke up at 2pm today, had a good, nice 12 hours sleep. thank God!
met jovan, he went to have a haircut, and he doesnt look so messy after the haircut
we ta bao rice, bought drinks, took 51 to ICA, he needed to renew his passport you see.
we had a long talk, even after we alight, waited for him to queue to renew his passport.
i felt that our talk is very meaningful, glad to update on each other, and i can really see a change in his attitude towards the things he do! this is one way to show that a person is grwoing up. haha =)
so after everything done we went to shop, shop for a while man! bought two new shirts. i like it alot! i like famous stars and stripes shirt!
then we met george for dinner. and loo they all came joined us.
we went to do some slacking at fitness corner. and off we go from there lor.
yah today is a good day, tmrw too! will be meeting kev for lunch, catch up here and there, then meet george, then go running, and dinner and home! i'm glad so far my hols are well-spent in a sense.
thank God for everything! =)
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 10:28 PM
thank God theres someone to shop with me tmrw!
it has been a long time i went out with jianting though. wonder how he look like ler. haha. dont really feel like wearing till nicely to go out tmrw. guess i would wear shorts!
yeah. so happy. today went airport eat popeye. everytime go airport, will remind me of the times when my family and i goes overseas together! and we only go to HongKong. but its a very nice place! its a very familiar place to me as i grew up there half the time! the memories are still very vivid to me! the environment, the smell, the place. yeah! =)
@ 1:10 PM
this week is a week of break for me. i guess for me esp, after this break, i'm having in mind, to change my perspective of going school.
i have asked my friend around me, what are their aim of going school. and they gave the model answers, that they go school to study, get their cert at the end of the course, some says they go school because they ought to.
to me i think, when you have "psychoed" yourself beforehand, its a different kind of process that you will go thru. and the by-products will come on the way. by-products meaning good friendships, results, etc..
during this break, i have planned ahead to do a few things . to meet up friends for meals, to go shop alone, for gifts for friends. yeah, and see still got what other things i can do arh. haha.
=)
Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 8:41 PM
hey guys.
yeah, yesterday had the leader's retreat at Gallery hotel. it was a new thing for me, my first time attending a youth leader retreat. i still remembered. i prayed to God, for having favor with the leaders, and to bring back as much as i could, throughout the bonding.
thankfully, my prayer were answered! and i'm really very very glad for it, very thankful to God about it. yes its true! alot of times our prayers are being answered, may not be in the way we expect it to happen, may seems unrelated to our current situation, but God is good .
had a little dream here and there. how i dream to change the lives of my family, and also the dream of what i want to be next time. after i have shared with the leaders of what i thought my dream was, then i thought to myself in detail how it came about.
then i remembered how last time a speaker or someone was telling me about God's will for us i supposed. i still remembered how i tell God, that i would not want to be a missionary in the future. i dont mind going for trips like that, but not being those kind of like full-time missionary. then i remembered that i was exploring or what other "choices" there were in my mind. and i thought, not bad to become a pastor!
ahha. and yeah. that was my dream.
personally i felt the whole trip were good. very very good. how andy quek and adrian joked here and there. they are super hilarious people. even wanhui! was so suprised she could be so funny during a sharing of testimony. yeah these are the "real" personality of our leaders that we do not really noticed! haha=)
hmm, overall it was a nice trip, i enjoyed it alot. and i think, i have comed to a point where i know joel a lil bit more. haha. anyway, i think uncle daniel is someone who deals things differently, but can get to the ending point too. that's a new way joel and i learnt, and we thought, hey, not a bad idea. haha.
yeah so we ate together at tiong bahru market. had a whole loads of food on the table. delia and joel they all were like saying, eh. first time see so many food, somemore cannot finish . haha. and it was a good and free lunch! =)
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 9:35 AM
sigh. this morning when i reached the bus stop. i realised my rp card were not in my wallet. walked home to check, but still cant find it. so paid by coins.
dont usually lose things. maybe i misplaced it at my house. hope i can find it later when i get home.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10:42 PM
today was english paper for me. had a long sleep. but wasnt very fulfilling though.
anyway, the hall was cold, i was shivering, even the colour under my nails turned purple.
paper was good. i finished everything on time.
thanks a lot for those who prayed for me. thanks for those who cared to message me good luck=)
you guys are greatly appreciated.
did paper two halfway, was kind of tired. so stared into blank space for a while. suddenly flashbacks of secondary school life came back. remembered there was once during bio lesson when donnt know alvin or des dared me to throw a stink bomb in class. i did anyway, the whole class evacuated within mins.
those were the funny school life.
i met up with kai, gerald, alvin, des, ale, lix after paper for dinner. ate stingray at jie's house.
after that went kovan mac with them. this gerald and kai. emo-ing over girl's matter.
anyway. thank God for friends like them. also many many other friends. last night i had a dream, i didnt ask for it. but it came right after i prayed last night.
oh yah. today's compo. there was 5 qns to choose from .
1) The delights and frustrations of being a teenager
2)Greed
3)Write about an occasion when you just could not stop laughing at an inappropriate moment
4)Television , newspaper and the internet - which of these do young people prefer as a source of information, and why?
5)In your opinion, what kind of voluntary work is worth doing, and why?
guess i chose which?
i intended to do either 1 , 3 , or 5. anyway i did 5. wrote abt BB .
how i decided to serve due to passion, the past experiences, the goodness i have experienced. and how i can reach out to people.
@ 11:26 AM
i just went to read a fellow's friend's blog. and i'm thankful, i think, that's a reminder, a word from God.
thank God that my prayers were answered
Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 9:24 PM
i still remember, that time during the zonal bonding, we did the test on the 5 love languages.
i still remembered that i thought my primary language of love were spending time, followed by acts of service.
but now, i think, my primary language of love should be words of affirmation, and spending time.
yeah, for the past few months, i have came to realise it , after many incidents, and i observed how i tried to show love to others. and what others did to make me feel rather appreciated.
@ 7:30 PM
hey guys. today was a good day! thank God for it.
i believe many would agree with me that service this morning was great ! i think, the speaker was fantastic. he totally caught my attention for the service! dont look at him like not very outspoken, but looks can be deceiving! =)
afterall, i think God has been trying to remind me about something. and yeah. has been feeling burdened for very long, for my family. in fact, now i come to think of it, God has been faithfully reminding me about this burden that i have every week! every single week without fail. but i guess. i'm too caught out with other things instead.
i thank God for my family. every single one of them. every single beautiful memories that each and everyone of them has etched in my mind.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 12:39 PM
waiting, waiting, waiting...........
waiting a anticipation ....
waited since morning..
yawns..
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 6:43 PM
what would life be like without HAIR?
i think i would get my answer to this question two years down the road.
@ 12:46 AM
LOVE is spelt as G-I-V-E.
Unconditional love is about giving and not expecting ANY returns.
i trying hard to learn this =)
hey man!
Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 9:15 AM
我今天真的非常的高兴。
知道为什么吗？
因为神对我太好了！ 今早我綃微迟了一点起来，可是我照样用了十五分钟打扮好自己，虽然头发不是很好看，我还是拿着背包和我的卡鸭面包就出门了。
我在巴士站等了一会儿，巴士２５才来，就以往前一样，坐了二十分钟，就低达电动火车，又坐了十八分钟，然后到了每天都会看见的兀兰。就拔腿匆匆忙忙的赶着走。
每走十步我都会看我的皮带手表，每当长手向九点移向，我的脚就走的越快。
当走到学校门口，以经九点，当时我就开始起导。默默希望可能我的facil不会mark me down.
anyway, i already started praying when i reached woodlands station, so when i was at the bottom of my block, i was telling God that if i really didnt get marked down, it would be so great! i believed my faith would be increased greatly!
so i was thinking of somethings i could say to brighten up his or her mood. so i walked into the class at 9.03, the first thing i did was to give him a morning smile, greeted him. and i said something. i told him this : you look handsome today man!"
haha. i was so happy. when after a while he said anybody after 9.05 would be late! thank God man! i really prayed as i rushed. i also told myself its okay if i'm late. but God was good. i prayed that God would place in my facil a "prompting" to give grace period. and it happened lah!
thankful man!
Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 11:48 PM
hmm, i'm very glad, that i have come to learnt about this DISC profilling thing, that it allows me to know myself and others better, to know how some temperament tends to do certain things certain ways.
i also wish to thank God that i'm able to come to term with different types of people, that even though sometimes the person after going one big round still try to "sell" their point , their opinion. for me i feel that its perfectly alright and yeah, thankful that i can be understanding in this area.
personally i feel that its true that sometimes we should just keep quiet, listen, and yeah, we can evaluate what people say, but we do not need to voice out everytime. anyway.
another good day out, GREAT dinner at ajisen ramen with teo and joe! wah the PORK CURRY RAMEN is DAMN nice lah! at least to me! its soup is very appetising, the noodles are super smooth, nice to bite on, and the whole thing is just tasty! plus the fact i'm eating with people who are close to me, who are good to me, that's great.
haha, maybe i shouldt be so exaggerating , but thats the tendency for high I ppl though. ;)
tmrw is the last school of school for the week. sat is coming! look forward to church, and the movie after cell! the fellowship, the fun! hah
anyway, tmrw i think will be quite tired. i gotta go sleep now.
@ 3:37 PM
hi everyone. firstly, today is andy teo's birthday. haha. happy birthday teo!
hmm. next i wish to blog about some stuffs i have been thinking about recently.
firstly, i feel that this week is a good week, know why? because its thurs today! so fast!
yeah. last night i also had a good time catching up with ex classmates from 4C. even though 7ppl turned up only, we had a good time talking, laughing and yeah. feels like we go back to secondary school like that.
bad thing is, today i really cannot do well for my UT. argg. and that reminds me of the eng O level paper that is coming soon! 3 more weeks i supposed.
yeah have been reading a book on prayer. its really a good book and super motivating lah! and that shows me how God can work through books, through people, maybe even through the smallest happenings!
that alone make me so excited about the God i know who is so creative and good yeah.
anyway, i think i have to discipline myself to go run, go exercise ler! i can feel the fats around my lower abdomen ler. so sian lor! but everytime will think aiyah too tired. hahah. that's human!
anyway. yah. ending class early today! so happy! sat going catch eagle's eye with BFC! and. yeah =)
sunday 5th oct
Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 10:37 PM
fantastic worship today!
maybe earlier on during the officer's retreat the worship not that good tt's why i feel that today's worship is great?
hmm, i dont think so . i think the biggest factor that made me think worship was great today was God. the Word that He shared through pastor daniel. giving us practical ways to understand what worship is about, and the rightful purpose of worship.
one thing i noticed, the speaker at the officer's retreat were great! He spoke about leadership, people relating skills. and i think he do walk his talk!(as what he quoted), that he really can show what it takes to relate to ppl.
last night was a great and laugh ass out night. thank God, i have super funny, humourous, cranky, blur, officers in my coy. we also have super efficient, caring officer around.
personally, i feel that in life, alot of things, starts from you.sometimes we are the biggest factor that stop us, to slow ourselves down, to prevent ourselves from being able to enjoy alot of things.
that's how the quote "your biggest enemy is yourself" comes about i guess. but thank God, because of Him, things dont follow the norm, it happens differently, UNIQUELY.
i have wonderful experience with God myself since last week and this week., it was great.
Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 12:22 AM
A friend loves at
ALL time,
A brother is
BORN for adversity.
Proverbs 17:17
what about a good friend, or a best friend?
