Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 12:05 AM
hi ppl!! haha. yesterday, my si dang was telling me : " eh, i was online for 4 days, everytime go check your blog, you no update?!?"
ahhaha. so i thought i would update yeah!
hmm, firstly, i'm so glad. i'm able to rest for 5 days! hmm, though one of the days it was a self-declared thingy.
these few days were great! i seriously enjoyed myself alot. attending church, see my cell, go out with joe, go eat, go play! soo fun.
like he brought me to the demsy place, where they seell very cool stuff, though slightly ex. had a good treat of wild berry icecream. very tasty!!
somemore went to selegie reservoir, getting irritated by flies, but being able to experioence the fear that we may bumo into a croc. i was really feeling shaky when i stepped near the reservoir. like cuz joe said he saw a signboard, saying that beware of croc. i know its dumb. but well.
then being able to experience the fact that some ppl do hanky panky stuff in their car by parking at the ulu carpark near the reservoir. the most exxagerating thing was they used newspaper to cover the windows of their cars. hmm., interesting i supposed.
i'm very very thankful, that God is so so good! and yeah. hahahahahaha.
hmm. look forward to tmrw. get to bond with cell again. can imagine how iris would laugh. lol!
=)
hey si dang, jk, and the rest. we shall hang out soon man. its good to hang out with you ppl too!
Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 5:54 PM
thankful! =)
why?
1. facil didnt mark me down for being 1 min late
2. had a good "lunch"(i ate fruits only) with joe
3. school ended early, half an hour early
4. get to experience aircon on the train back as the weather were so HOT today!
5. didnt overslept on the train, woke up just right when i reached amk station
6. bus 25 came as soon as i reached the interchange
overall i had a good day!
thank God for it
great day!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 9:13 AM
yesterday. had a not so nice module. haha. maybe i cannot click with it you see.
nevertheless, i had a great evening/night! i'm so thankful about it. here it goes:
i reached far east at 6pm, started to observe people. haha. yeah. then first time see albert, at hyatt hotel. went for a long dinner. oh the 2hour spent was good! picked up new "techniques" to approach some of the things which i'm not sure.
haha. all in all. very fun experience lah. i'm sure theres more to come!! thanks for the dinner. ^^
today, i reached school ONE MIN early! very happy. cause i thought would be late cause raining, but i walked very fast lah. very happy also because i wore the right attire to school, wore shorts, slippers, jacket and a singlet. haha. was afraid that socks might get wet, so decided to wear slippers instead.
went to school's toilet. haha to wash my legs, saw one of the "bouncer", stood outside a closed cubicle. apparently someone were smoking. yeah.
today's on high spirit. cause my fav module
=)
look forward to after school program! its good to spend time with ppl who are close to you, people who are reciprocal . (although we are not suposed to expect that) opps. haha
high I = emotional?
Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 10:41 PM
hi.
hmm. i have come to realised, theres not really alot of people whom you can depend or rely on, so, maybe i should focus on being someone whom people can depend upon instead. its quite disappointing, sian, or what you can use to describe it, to always go through the same thing all over again.
yah. its really great to have a car! haha. be thankful if your parents has one!! =)
feeling tired right now. early sleep! nights ppl.
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 7:22 PM
sigh. pity my grandma and i only.
mummy, dont want directly talk to dad. i'm always the middle person help her pass message.
dad on the other hand, too calm. maybe not initiated enough to want to solve the prob once and for all and let it drag.
almost everytime, in fact, i remembered everytime see mum, she never fails to ask me thi and that. complain here and there. money here money there.
sometimes i just feel that i can really identify with the quotes :
1) Money is the root of all evil
2)Money makes the world go round
grandma also sad arh. both her daughters get into the same boat, she also come tell me, how come both her daughters get into the same problem, while other ppl's child do not have any problem at all.
sometimes we just dont know how much our actions can affect people around us. affect just so much. yet they just go yecking away like there's no tomorrow.
sigh. God. please give me wisdom and OPPORTUNITIES to be able to make a change in this house.
always try to help others but cannot help myself. haha
anyway, i'm just whining off so that i can feel slightly better.
@ 6:47 PM
wow. for the past few days, have been hovering quite a bit in my new classss.
why do i use the word hovering? because i felt that i'm like some "middle person" you see. unlike the previous sem, i do not have any particular clique in class. i'm just the centre man, which ever group goes for lunch or something like that, they will call me along so i just follow arh. haha.
hmm. but one very interesting thing was that i realised my class ppl got quite peculiar interests. like the more happening clique in my class they suggested to go club, drink, or shi-sha(dunno is it spelt like this).
so quite difficult to err relate to them u see. or to blend in. haha. so maybe i should learn from some of my classmates, quiet quiet, sit down, end school, go home, without anyone noticing.
anyway. yeah. my class also got ppl who talk VERY directly, and yah. haha. the tongue is definitely a very powerful thingy. it pulls a person down or bring a person up.
"when words are too many, sins are UNAVOIDABLE".
camp
Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 2:06 PM
hey people!
hmm, feeling GREAT right now. fancy why? because i had a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG sleep. and i feel SUPER satisfied with these kind of "luxury" in life!
hmm, to start off, last fri, went home immediately after school. then go for PD camp.
the camp was good. even though we were made to drink many cups of soya bean, and ate like 3 plain pratas for supper. haha. but yeah, its fun when you do it with many people,even though the thing that we do may not be fun.
personally, i learnt a few things, as in. hmm. one of it is like some things in life, you just need to try only, even though it may seems boring, or not appealing to you, we just have to take the FIRST step to try, and go with a mindset of: no harm trying, the most dont go the second time when something similar occurs.
last time i have this mindset whereby somethings that are considered sian to me, i will tend to avoid going, and my mind will automatically generates excuses to tempt myself not to go. but now i have learnt to just try it. JUST only, no harm. ahah. but of course not everything must try one arh!
and yeah. my dad is back! and he got a job at havelock road. as a manager. at Holiday inn.
last night, felt like a super long night for me. i had LONG episodes of dreams! my first dream is about some very action-pack scenarios. whereby a group of villians chose to attacked my house. and they appear one by one . so my dad and i were the one "defending" the house. got all the slashing with parangs, explosion with grenade kind. and the good news was? the villians were defeated. LOL. i can reemember the last part of this scenario were that my house got two cats apparently, one black, and the other those typical one that you see outside. and the cool part was, both "my" cats help us to kill the last villian.
the next scenario. it was regarding some "strike" stuff. apparently, i am facing my group of BB Boys. but apparently, this time we got a large strength. and yeah. how it happens is that i gave them instructions to evacuate from this place within 10 secs. if not they will get punished for that. so, after 10 secs, around 7 of them did not leave. and i punished them to do like 200 push-ups i supposed. but the big group of Boys, in a sense they dont listen to us when we ask them to do the ounishments, like go on strike like that. haha. i wonder will that happen in future when the strength of 93rd grows. =)
i think only the last dream was good, whereby i dreamt of my dad and mum talk to each other and discuussed about some thing arh, cannot remember what. but that was a good dream!
haha. anyway. i reemmebered i did some research on dreams and visions before. what they explained about dreams is that. in a person's life, their daily life is divided into two part, the inner life and the outer life. so the outer life is the things we are conscious of, that we go through, while the inner life is the subconscious part of our brain that is working which we do not know.
and how do dreams comes about? def of a dream is: it is a summary of the "inner" life which we go through everyday.
but so weird arh my first dream. i doubt i have been watching action pack moviess or encounter things lik e that in real life. haa. but well. our brains are too marvellous , and we can never figure out how it really works.
btw, before i end, after we break camp yesterday, my cell and i went for lunch, and then to mac to study. yeah, and while there were taking their break, we played the expansion of werewolves! wow! it was so fun! instead of winning as one character, we can now win as many characters. haha. look forward to playing it again!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 8:51 PM
alright. hi ppl! it's been a long time since i last blogged! yeah, have been LAZY to blog you see. ahha.
so shall start off with this morning. went through the same routine as what i would go through as other mornings, and yeah, reached school and stuff like that. i didnt planned to be late, but john was late! and they super slowpoke dont walk fast, so end up all of us late. sigh!
anyway, today's module was my favourite! communication module. my facil is cool too! by the way all my facils are females! lol.
today's topic is not a stranger to me, its on the difference of REACT and RESPONSE, by knowing the difference, how can it help us to be a responsible commuters.
had skit, instead of the usual PPT. was indulging in solitare showdown and wahjong with my fellow classmates! and today, one of my classmate were very brave! she actuallly asked the class who wanted to go for lunch together! wow. so yeah, new classmate must "on" a bit lah! so nich,grace and i accompanied her go eat in a sense. not say accompany lah, but we went to eat together!
sorry to farm and john! haha .
today was a carefree day! nothing to worry about, the skit was thought up within minutes! ha. anyway today's class ended real early! barely 4pm we ended! so quickly rushed my rj and quiz, went to meet joe.
had to do some last min touchup i supposed, to prepare for pd camp this coming friday. it was quite interesting, to see the Boys whom is in charge of PD now, getting stressed up, feeling the pressure from the officers. haha . i remembered vividly the same pressure i've got too as a PD IC previously. now by looking back, cant help but to laugh when i see their KAN GIONG faces. in fact i think they not very anxious bah. good though, show that they are ZAI! ha
yah so went for dinner with them. had meepok. dont why these few weeks had been having the desire to eat it. haha. could be due to the abstinence from it for too long as i prefer meekia previously.
anyway now at home. should be sleeping SOON. although its only like 9pm now! feeling quite Zzz . yeah.
Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 12:01 AM
hi! shall start from yesterday. met jie, ale, kai at later part of the day. we ton overnight at jie's house. haha. this morning then return home. slept at around 9.15am.
we had alot of nonsense during the night. ate stingray for supper too. hmm. so this morning i decided not to join them for soccer if not i will not be able to last through service. slept till 3.25pm. woke up, prepared and went to church. yeah, wore our red cell tee. many ppl commented that our shirt were nice! yeah!
went for dinner. had a long time deciding. in the end still went to kfc! hoho. the bfc goes to kfc. then went to pool with kaiwei and now i'm home. very sleepy now also. going sleep now! ciaosu
Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 6:00 PM
sian. super sian.
just overheard my mum talking to my grandma, talking about what want to divorce lah, what it is a norm to divorce, and that in my family line, most of them divorces here and there. and she went on.
its quite annoying.
Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 11:25 PM
hi everyone.
just like the previous night, i'm really sleepy right now. in fact i have been feeling real sleepy ever since i woke up. during second break i took a one hour nap, and yeah. woke up, went down bought a chocolate, then came back and rushed ppt with my team. haha.
presentation wasnt that smooth after all. many qns were raised and we had to give them a satisfactory answer. but well. its over haha.
so just went for a haircut just now, jie kai and alex came to my house for some games. they just left. sorry guys i'm like blogging in a monotonous tone, but i'm really too tired to think.
but i'm glad my maid decided not to return home for good. yeah . so i dont have to teach the new maid to familiarize with my house.
i'm going to sleep now. i'm really deprived of sleep! nights out ppl!
miracles do happens.
@ 1:58 AM
hi. its 1.57am now. i'm feeling super tired and exhausted. i slept at 4am last morning, and woke up at 7.25am? so basically the whole day today in school i was feeling sleepy and lazy.
hmm, woke up, prepared, took the usual route to school. met with with farm and john. walked to school together. chatted about how excited we were to be in our new class in like less than 20mins time.
yeah. while walking to my new block, saw sean huang, beatrice's younger bro. was quite surprised to see him around, didnt know he's working there too! next. while looking for my class on the 6th level. actually i saw faith, another of a church member i know who works in RP. but didnt have time to say hi because i was panting hard after the climbing of stairs and i was panicking looking for my class.
so yeah. got into the new class. look for an empty seat and sat down. took out laptop, waited for further instructions from facil. my facil for the day was very nice. her name is Stella. she's a mum of two, and she speaks fluent english. envy only =(
we were to choose randomly an item from a plastic bag, and explain how it actually represents ourselves. i picked a whistle. hahha. so explained to the class that actually i am quite loud at times, and i can catch ppl's attention for good purposes easily.
yah so went on to know a few of new people. most of them are very warm and friendly, except a few quiet ones. the girls in my class very happening one, there are four of them who has individual hobbies that i found it hard to believe. was quite amazed!
one of them is a daughter of a pastor, loves to cope at home and read, intro that she's a strategy gamer.
another intro herself as a biker who is associated with thiss err association.
next one she loves to club, she clubs every week
last one is one who looks classy but actually she is in RP's rugby team.
amazingly eh?! i was taken-aback totally! guys seems to be less happening=(
so yeah. finish school went to meet kai,jie,ale,weida for some games. went home.
mum started whining again, and started to threaten me about certain things. i was super angry, felt so angry and wanted to just argue back. but kept quiet. just then. was visiting blogs. decided to visit mike conner's blog. omg i tell you guys. its just SUCH A COINCIDENCE! he blogged recently about Father's day in Aust. and he shares some scriptures regarding how we should honour our parrents and all those things. i believe, all this are not a coincidence after all =) thanks =)
it cooled me down, set me thinking. haha. anyway. i'm too tired now. i have to go catch some sleep. goodnight people shall update more when i'mback.
a brand new wednesday
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 9:58 PM
oh hey ppl out there~
yeah, school's starting for me tomorrow. i would be allocated to a brand new class, hope i would be able to make good friends, and that my new class would be able to get along well. i'm quite sure i would be a "introvert" for tomorow. i usually dont talk much infront of a whole group of unfamiliar people. yeah.
actually i'm quite excited to know new people, new facilitators. anyway, hope that my previous class people would be able to get along well with their new classmates too!
meeting my previous classmates for lunch tmrw. i guess it would be quite interesting if we meet up with our previous classmates while walking to school, to our class, coincidentally see familiar faces in the lift, etc.. haha.
my goal for this semester is to achieve a GPA of 3 or higher.
BFC bonding
@ 12:26 PM
hello to everyone!
hey yeah, i had a excellent time over the past two days spending time with my cell!
on sat, i remember i were excited and anicipating for the cell bonding to come soon. so in fact i could't sleep straight away when i lie down on my bed which was inviting because i was quite tired then, yeah, perhaps too anticipative? haha
so on the bright sunday morning, i woke up, with sleepy eyes, i dragged myself to the toilet to brush my teeth, and ate the breakfast which my grandfather travelled a long way from his house to get for us.
then after that went for 2nd service. and we as a cell went for cell lunch. yeah during the cell, the cool guy derek, kept disturbing me. like for eg, both of us were standing by a table like some stalkers to wait for the family to finish their lunch so that we could have the seats. while standing, ppl would try to walk in between the tables through the narrow path. so a few times derek and i would be standing in their way. so when i see that derek was blocking them , i would say to him:"see arh, you christian block ppl's way." yah and so when it was my turn accidentally block ppl's way, he would smile to himself and say the same thing to me -_-
haah. so after lunch we proceeded to joe's house, we started watch movies on joe's luxurious and huge LG tv. the effects from the tv werre good and his sound system were better off than those of mine. haha.
for the first movie we watchsky high. interesting show! it goes along well with the genre of movies that i watch. haha. it was about childrens who had superhero parents who attends special school opened especially for them. the next movie we watched was i am legend. i have watched it before so i inevitably doze off here and there during the movie. in between we ordered canadian pizza for dinner. it was sumptuous for me becasue there was alot left on the table after i ate three pieces of it, so i added another piece to my stomach as well!
so yeah after all the movie watching we started to HAND MADE our cell t-shirt. i tell you the best part of this whole thing is about HAND MADE! so at first we took quite a long time to paint the shirt using a template made by kaiwei. thanks alot to him if not we would have a hard time drawing one by one. also to yeomei, she helped all of us to write our name on the shirt using a fabric paint marker. we chose her becasue she had nice handwritings!.
yah so after doing the t-shirts for quite awhile, we took a break and decided to continue it the next morning. so, all of us played card games. the first game weplayed using poker cards were not those you guys always play like blackjack or big2. yeah we played something like heart attack, but i adjusted the rules slightly. as previously i have blogged about the visit to the board game cafe at balmoaral plaza? i took the ideas from there.
we played something like heart attack, but instead of passing the cards in a routine, we would say how many cards we want to trade and if another person want to trade the same amount of cards with you, the trade proceeds. and the objective of the game is to collect all same numbers in your hand, and do a action. the rest, if they see anyone doing a action, they have to follow, and the last person who do so get to enjoy the forfeit. so our forfeit was putting darlie the toothpaste on any part of the loser's face.
we had a great time, seeing people who were so slow that even when everyone was doing the actions, he/she still continue to look around, trying to trade cards when he/she were the last person already. we also had instances where ppl slip and fall when they tries to stand up ^^
yeah here you can see our biggest loser:Iris Paulase. the toothpaste looks pretty good especially for her)
the group of losers who got the forfeit. notice something? i'm not part of them =)
and so, by the time we finished the games, some of them started to watch tv, some back to doing the t-shirts, some continued to play card games. for a few of us, we play bridge till 6am before we goes to sleep.
and yeah! the next morning, felt someone kicking my legs, so i took a glance and saw that it was 10.30 am only. barely slept for 5 hours. and worst thing was all of them wanted to go for breakfast. so, unwilling to feel left out, i crawled out of my sleeping bag and joined them for breakfast. btw i brushed my teeth before i went with them.
after breakfast we came back and finished up the rest of the shirts. we did it for those who were unable to make it for the cell bonding. and yeah. altogether we made 21 of it!
so you guys can see. the beautiful feet cell. =)
afterwhich we start to get prepared and leave the house for some badminton games at PLCC. some of us stayed to help to cleanup. so we reached the courts, started to play.
joe and i were a team. arrg i cant help but to admit that we lost two times to girls. and both times we lost, iris was in our opposing team. so, she's quite a good player. heard she plays every sunday with her family. anyway, i guess all of us had a good time working out . we went for dinner before going to mac to have some games of sabotuer.
and from there we were dismissed and went home.
haha. overall i really enjoyed myself. then i also thought back and think of some areas the bonding can be improved, and some things i thank God for .
things i thank God for:
1)for bringing a great turnout for the bonding
2)nobody complained openly that they were sian
3)participative cell members
4)new ppl able to open up well, and some who blended in well with the group
5)the fun time that we had
yeah, actually there are many things to be thankful of. so, now, i just woke up. from a longggg and goodddddd sleep. slept at 9pm last night, woke up around 12.15pm just now.
yeah. shall go eat now, blog again next time! =) look forward to our weekly bonding of badminton!
